"Yes! There's so much I want to do that I can't do here. I want to go home, I want to see my son and Greg and the Crystal Gems. I want to tell them I'm sorry about everything I did. But..."
She looks away, hiding her face.
"...I'm scared, Ford. I know they don't owe me forgiveness, and I'm ready to work for it, and...and I know they might never want me as a part of their lives again. But what if I can't deal with that, if it happens? What if I can't accept it?"
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Date: 2020-07-16 05:47 pm (UTC)She looks away, hiding her face.
"...I'm scared, Ford. I know they don't owe me forgiveness, and I'm ready to work for it, and...and I know they might never want me as a part of their lives again. But what if I can't deal with that, if it happens? What if I can't accept it?"