I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY FOR THIS WHOLE MESS, AND I'M SORRY FOR GETTING SCARED. I'M SORRY ABOUT ALL THE TIMES I JERKED YOU AROUND AND MADE YOUR LIFE WORSE. AND I WISH I COULD FIX IT. ...AND YOU DESERVE BETTER FROM ME. YOU MAKE ME HAPPY. I LIKE YOU. I MIGHT LOVE YOU, ACCORDING TO THREE PEOPLE I ASKED ABOUT IT.
[Bill's been looking up at Ford from the ground, but here puts his eye in his hands, self-conscious, and groans. Oh god, he's told his entire social circle about this EXCEPT Ford somehow. This attempt at talking to him is not going well either. Shit. He should have written something down and planned it.]
OR IT MIGHT BE THAT TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW I FEEL BASED ON HOW OTHER PEOPLE FEEL HAS BEEN SOMETHING I THOUGHT I LEARNED NOT TO DO A LONG TIME AGO.
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Date: 2019-12-04 11:33 pm (UTC)[Bill's been looking up at Ford from the ground, but here puts his eye in his hands, self-conscious, and groans. Oh god, he's told his entire social circle about this EXCEPT Ford somehow. This attempt at talking to him is not going well either. Shit. He should have written something down and planned it.]
OR IT MIGHT BE THAT TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW I FEEL BASED ON HOW OTHER PEOPLE FEEL HAS BEEN SOMETHING I THOUGHT I LEARNED NOT TO DO A LONG TIME AGO.