I just thought that if you were going to give me up, you'd say it to my face, that's all.
[Eesh. At least it isn't just being with Ford that feels like losing. At least Bill would regret losing him? But what a thing to hear, that a life with you is a losing condition. He recognizes that this is hard for Bill, and that Bill is miserable down there. But also, Ford's hurt. Being with him is giving up, and being trapped. He swallows.
But he had infinite chances to get it right, in the do-over dimension, and...okay. He can maybe show some of the infinite patience and forgiveness he was given here.]
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momijizukamori
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Date: 2019-12-04 08:24 pm (UTC)I just thought that if you were going to give me up, you'd say it to my face, that's all.
[Eesh. At least it isn't just being with Ford that feels like losing. At least Bill would regret losing him? But what a thing to hear, that a life with you is a losing condition. He recognizes that this is hard for Bill, and that Bill is miserable down there. But also, Ford's hurt. Being with him is giving up, and being trapped. He swallows.
But he had infinite chances to get it right, in the do-over dimension, and...okay. He can maybe show some of the infinite patience and forgiveness he was given here.]
Okay. Start over.