Ford's heart is a great big mess of emotions here. Some of the featured feelings are:
- love for his very good daughter - loss of his very good daughter - pain at breaches being not-real - regret that he has not yet untangled the watch-data from the breach so that he can change the subject to something safely scientific - concern at his not-daughter not having family until three years ago - is she eating enough?? - how does he say the right thing here without accidentally making her mad?? - feelings are uncomfortableeeee
Luckily(?), Ford is not good at processing feelings and tends to blurt whatever's on his mind.
"You were a good kid," he says. "I mean, I'm sure if you had been a little scamp, I'd have loved you just as much, but the way you were made it easy. Any parent would be lucky to have you."
A weird conversation to have, but one they are definitely having.
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Date: 2019-11-06 07:51 pm (UTC)- love for his very good daughter
- loss of his very good daughter
- pain at breaches being not-real
- regret that he has not yet untangled the watch-data from the breach so that he can change the subject to something safely scientific
- concern at his not-daughter not having family until three years ago
- is she eating enough??
- how does he say the right thing here without accidentally making her mad??
- feelings are uncomfortableeeee
Luckily(?), Ford is not good at processing feelings and tends to blurt whatever's on his mind.
"You were a good kid," he says. "I mean, I'm sure if you had been a little scamp, I'd have loved you just as much, but the way you were made it easy. Any parent would be lucky to have you."
A weird conversation to have, but one they are definitely having.
His expression falls a little bit.
"I'm sorry you didn't have that."