[Ford is angry, and upset, and betrayed, and already spiralling into what precautions he's going to have to take now --
-- but this doesn't feel the same as the first time Bill did it. It isn't a gleeful betrayal, it's an I was doing something to you I didn't mean to, and I'm sorry. The first time, all of Ford's feelings about Bill had burned up easier than dry paper, turning to smoke and hot fury. This time, he's still angry, but the old feelings won't catch. They're just kind of sitting here uselessly, refusing to turn into anything much. He doesn't want to feel for Bill, not until he knows for sure it's safe, but what Ford wants has never had much to do with his emotions.]
Surely not to Gravity Falls.
[The inflection on this is almost a question -- it's nicer than saying you don't have a home but Ford's not calm enough to ask, where would home be, if you went there?
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Date: 2019-10-01 08:46 pm (UTC)-- but this doesn't feel the same as the first time Bill did it. It isn't a gleeful betrayal, it's an I was doing something to you I didn't mean to, and I'm sorry. The first time, all of Ford's feelings about Bill had burned up easier than dry paper, turning to smoke and hot fury. This time, he's still angry, but the old feelings won't catch. They're just kind of sitting here uselessly, refusing to turn into anything much. He doesn't want to feel for Bill, not until he knows for sure it's safe, but what Ford wants has never had much to do with his emotions.]
Surely not to Gravity Falls.
[The inflection on this is almost a question -- it's nicer than saying you don't have a home but Ford's not calm enough to ask, where would home be, if you went there?
Neither of them has a home anymore.]