Self-loathing is a new one for Bill. It feels like the frustration he has when something totally irrational and stupid is in his way, but this time the irrational and stupid thing is his past self.]
I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU DO IT. I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU JUST ACCEPT THAT YOUR LIFE HAS CHANGED, Y'KNOW? I'VE SEEN YOU DO IT OVER AND OVER. BUT I CAN'T DO IT, FORD. I JUST WANTED TO GO BACK TO HOW IT WAS. I WASN'T HAPPY THEN EITHER, BUT IT WAS NEVER LIKE THIS. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME.
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Date: 2019-10-01 08:28 pm (UTC)Self-loathing is a new one for Bill. It feels like the frustration he has when something totally irrational and stupid is in his way, but this time the irrational and stupid thing is his past self.]
I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU DO IT. I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU JUST ACCEPT THAT YOUR LIFE HAS CHANGED, Y'KNOW? I'VE SEEN YOU DO IT OVER AND OVER. BUT I CAN'T DO IT, FORD. I JUST WANTED TO GO BACK TO HOW IT WAS. I WASN'T HAPPY THEN EITHER, BUT IT WAS NEVER LIKE THIS. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME.