But it's true! I know I'm no good at telling what's acceptable and what isn't. Being on the Barge has proven that! The best I can do is try not to hurt anybody, and she doesn't want to hurt anyone either! I don't know where to go from there!

[A beat. Then, resentfully:]

There's no logic to graduation standards. Everyone's are different. I have no idea what I'm doing. I just know I can't leave yet.